Ça plane pour moi.

Something I’ve come to terms with…

wanting something bad enough isn’t enough. I’ll need to work my ass off…and I’m okay with that. 

This past year has been SO much more amazing than I could’ve ever imagined. I’ve surprised myself…for the best. I’ve met people who I know will be longtime friends. I read back the things I was worried about last year and not to say that I’m not worried about my future and such, but I’ve slowly learned to take opportunities that come my way and run with them, and to not let my concerns keep me from living my life anymore. Worrying hasn’t made me feel better about anything before, and it won’t. So, I don’t worry too much anymore, because I know that I’ll figure things out in time. I continue to over think certain things, but again I try to do it as minimally as possible. I don’t know. For all I know, the only reasons I haven’t worried are because the quarter system keeps me too busy to ever take time to really reflect.  Whatever the case, I’ve really enjoyed this past year and I feel so lucky to say that this year was more rewarding and lovely than difficult.  Nevertheless, I’m happy to be back home for two months and finally see old friends again and probably hang out with new friends too :D I can’t wait to make this a good summer.

when your friend comes over but all you do is sit next to each other and use the internet

true friendship

It just doesn’t stick. Let me get this over with already.

Bio will be the death of me.

So I pretty much finished my essays! Yay! Now I’ll reward myself and watch true blood :) I’m so excited for this season!

This will be  a productive day.

I’ll finish my poli sci final essay.

Re-do my annotated bibliography.

Re-read my research paper.

Read for bio today and tomorrow…

Okay. Go.

As a high school freshman I wasn’t friends with seniors. I was friends with upperclassmen who I knew I’d see another year. Today, we had our CVSA banquet and it made me sad to know that some people I met and have come to admire and respect this year won’t be in CV next year. They’re moving on to great things I’m sure, but it’s bittersweet. I feel like a part of what made me love CV will be gone, but hopefully there will be new faces next year that will make my experience in CV as memorable as this past year. I’m excited for next year, but I’m also saddened to know that new people who will move in didn’t have the chance to meet some of the most amazing people I’ve gotten to know. 

Finally read the Bacchae. That’s progress…

I just want it to be summer already :(

So today 

- I went to class, almost fell asleep, but it wasn’t the lecture, I was just really sleepy.

- I got my eyebrows done for the first time. It hurt and I let out a tear or two lol

- Had my roommate re-dye my hair, but this time a darker red.

- got boba…again.

- made myself a playlist of songs that seem to define me lol

- ate out twice…no es bueno.

What I haven’t done

- revise my research paper

- start my essay

- keep reading for bio

- read The Bacchae

- read for Poli Sci

Priorities.

Officially Lambda Sigma Gamma Member. Chi Gamma #4 yo lol